am i overthink or being realistic?

Funny, really..with how people can be the slave of the latest technology these days. I went to another local coffee shop with my sister just now.

There was some problems with her internet wifi on her lappy. Then, because of that, she would sacrifice herself to ride a public transportation, heading out to the nearest local coffee place. Just to get online from a lappy and be attached to the world of technology. She would left me alone, her very own sister. I figured that she don't have anything urgent, like replying emails or whatsoever. She just want to play that stupid online GAME!

Well, the statements above seems to be another example and the result to my previous post : "The Walking Blackberries", where technology seems to be the most evolving thing in this world, these days! Alas..

While I left alone here, I decided to prepare myself, do the research for tomorrow. Google these two companies. I have two interviews, a copywriter job and English editor. Also will have to meet this man, who still have doubts in decided my future job.

I applied to Indonesian Bakery Magazine. I applied as a reporter, but turns out they offer me a freelance job first. Just to decide which position I would be suitable for. It all made it that way, because I was expecting a little bit higher salary. Which they thought it was suitable for a supervisor position. Hell, somehow, deep down, I doubt it that I could be that SUPER! *scoff

Another doubtfulness, another pessimism took all over me. In my humble defense, I feel like I still need a lot of things to learn, indeed I am. Whether I am capable of managing other people under my superiority. Am I being over-think about this matter, or being realistic of my own capability?

It's not like I am not capable enough, think I am capable of it. I was just not that ready in handling this kind of expectancy. All I need was a settle job, but I guess having another freelance job won't do any harm..right? My friend said, I shouldn't think much about my capability over this job. Not to mentioned, the commuting situation I was expected to be. Again, the office is practically far from my place. But hey, above all I just want to be sure of my own ability, and prepare the worst.

They said, on this freelance job, they will need me to do some task. I have no idea, what's the task will be. Shall I interview some important man in the pastry world. Hope it will all turns out tomorrow...well!

It's a wrap now, need to pick up my sister now. Nite ya'll!