at the age of 25

At the age of 25 is where you start to strive it all alone.
At the age of 25 is where you realize that even your own family start to hate you, disagree with your decision, Dislike what you think it's right and made up some unbelievably stupid rules which you've had enough of it.
At the age of 25 is when you think you have some of good friends to rely on, but they start to abandoning you.

Have you ever feel neglected?
Me? Million times, mostly by the closest ones i have.
They began to be so careless, busy with their stuff (which i can understand that).
Then keep the distance away, and the next thing you will hear from them is their plan for marriage.
Then you would think, where have i gone for all this time? What did i missed?! Believe me, it hurts a lot.
I'd rather have a wound cut wide open than have to feel that.

It is not a matter of growing up nor old, it is not a matter of becoming wiser, it is the PROCESS of how maturity would slowing down take my hands, walking side by side, guide me.
If all of those things happened to you at the age of 25.
That means you are indeed must strive everything all alone.
Even if your family start to hating you, which mean you should try to stand up on your own, where a family will not support you anymore.
Lastly, when you think you had some people (the so-called friends) that you can rely on, but they just decided to put you aside and stay away.
that means it is time for you to leave all of those so-called friendship, and stand up for yourself.
What is the possible loss can happen for not having a friend?
Well, that society turn their back on you, right? So, why should you bother?

Me, at the age of 25, My family don't feel happy about me. The so-called friends i got, prefer to neglecting me. As a matter of fact, I am ready to strive everything all alone!
Leave all the hopelessness aside and to seize every second moves on my path!
It is not a gold which paved on my path, i like it plain, indescribable..yet, full of surprise.
Thank you Lord, for the brightest 25 years you gave me!