i am expressing

it is the moment where i have had enough of everything
i do not want to be sound so depressing now, but i'm just being realistic
i am expressing...
how would you feel about the friendship you have, is nearly gonna
it is like you been suffocate down your throat, you can't breath
you will start to feel obnoxious, barely losing your grip
it was the best hands grip that you could have, then it's gone

the next thing you would do is you just try to cope with it
you would try to step back for a while
take a look from the far, yes...fairly, far enough to keep you think
what the hell am i doing now?! what should i do next?!
what went wrong!? what did i do?!
these rambling questions will racing up in your brain
like a needle stick to your skin, down the vessel of your muscle

i am hurt
i am neglected
i am unnoticeable
i am everything

you
you could have noticed
you would have love
you should not be mean
you
you would listen to me, expressing!